Last night

I know.....2 post in one day, so not like me. But something happened yesterday and I just dont understand. I made a huge mistake in my like 3yrs ago. And really, it was a huge mistake, something I would never do. But for some reason it happened. My family and I pay for it every day. But that was 3 years ago. Thats the past. But for some reason, some of the people I love, cant look past it. They cant leave the past in the past and realize that I have grown immensly from my mistake and I am rectifying my life. I was stupid back then, but I was young, I am still young, but I am tired of people throwing it in my face. My family knows what I did, my friends know what I did, and yet, they see past it. They still love me for me. They see past my mistake. So when you dont see me or talk to me, or dont attempt to get to know me for me NOW, you cant judge me. I am not the person I was 3 yrs ago. I had a big realization last night, and now all I can do is ignore those who dont see the real me, and live my life, with or with out them. As much as I love them, I cant have them throwing my past in my face, literally, every time I see or talk to them. So if they decide they want to look past it, and apologize, fine. I will be here, but I wont be here to have a mistake I made 3 yrs ago, thrown in my face. Not anymore. I have completely decided that I am not going to hold anything back. Disrespect someone in my house, and you will hear about it, disrespect me, and I will let you know how I feel. I cant keep walking around on egg shells worrying if I am going to hurt someones feelings because in all reality, they are hurting mine. Its time for a new me, a fresh start. And by November/December, my past will be completely gone, dissapeared. And I will be so much wiser, smarter, and stronger.
I have to remember, its not just me anymore. I am a mom, and a mom to be, I am a wife, a daugher, a sister, and a friend. I am Trista, and I have changed.

Excitement

I am very much excited for the months to come! I cant hardly wait!!! :) June is here, and halfway gone. July we get to go to Lake Charles to visit Scotts family, and I get to meet his uncle, and family. I talk to their daughter all the time, but this will be the first time we met, and its propbably been 3yrs since he has seen them! There are going to be birthday partys and good times. Its exciting. August, is a fun filled month. My friends son is having his 3rd birthday party on the 1st, our 1 year wedding anniversary is on the 8th, and my most wonderful sister-in-law is planning my baby shower for the 22nd. I seriously cant wait for that. My mom and Scotts mom under one roof finally!! (They have yet to meet) All of my friends and family who care for me, all there, to celebrate the life in my belly!!! MMMM And good food and games! :) September is a special month, Damien turns 3! I can barely believe my little guy isnt so little anymore, 3yrs old! WOW! It just seems like yesterday he was the bundle of joy in my belly! And October, who can forget October!!! IM HAVING A BABY!!!! :) WOOOO October is the month I am most looking forward to! Fo real! Then November is Thanksgiving, our year to be in Lake Charles for the holiday. Should be really interesting! And finally, December, Christmas, my Christmas to be here with my family. Last year wasnt so good, and I missed a real family Christmas with my family. They may be unfunctional at times, but they are my family, and they make the holidays sooo much fun!
Scott and I realized that every month is filled with something special, except Janurary. Whew! Its so exciting, I just really really really cant wait! :)

I cant wait for the weekend! :)

Its only Monday, but still, I am very much looking forward to the weekend already! :) I get to help out with the biggest garage sale ever! And we get to go to El Gallo on Saturday night for Mamaws birthday.
This past weekend was fun. Saturday was relaxing, and Sunday (yesterday) we spend the day at Scotts boss' house for his sons graduation party. They had home made gumbo, and it was yummy! There was crab and scallops, shrimp, chicken and sausage. It was soooooooo good! And His wife works for Fridays, so she went and picked up a crap load of ribs, so we had bbq ribs, and Jack Daniels ribs, there was fruit and veggies, and cake and everything. We were there all day. It was alot of fun, made new friends, and just had a great day! This weekend will be just as fun! :)

ITS A BOY!!

Thats right! Scott and I are glad to announce, we are expecting a boy! Im excited. His name will be William Reese Perry, but he will go by Reese. I cant wait to meet the little guy and to introduce Damien to his little brother. I most certainly cant wait for my baby shower thrown by the best, most excited sister-in-law! Its gonna be great. Please let the months cruise on by! Since I last wrote, well I cant remember what was last , but Scott and I moved, into our OWN place! haha We are renting a 2 bedroom house in Cypress. Its awesome, big back yard, big front yard, lots of fruit. We have 3 grapefruit trees, and just discovered we have a jungle of grapes growing back there!! Im really excited. Damien is getting bigger and Im hoping I can teach him and show him how to be a good big brother. Scotts work hours are getting better, and are almost back to normal. Soon everything will be back to normal. But then again as soon as they are normal, they will be crazy. The Perry house will be turned upside down! I cant wait!!!

I am ready for some relaxation!

This week has definately been a crazy one! Full of family get togethers and all that stuff. Full of early mornings and late nights! I am just looking forward to getting home, making some yummy dinner, and sleeping, sleeping IN! Haha. Hopefully next week is just laid back. Hopefully soon we will find out what we are having, a boy or a girl! Im gonna make a doctors appointment and get it all squared away! As soon as I find out, everyone in my phonebook will know! And then when I ge to a computer the whole world will know! I cant wait, it will be the highlight of my week!! WOOO!!!

This past week....

This past week has been one of the hardest, most stressful, and by far the longest week! Easter Sunday was amazing, with the exception of a couple family members who shall remain nameless were selfish in not showing up or whatever. We were supposed to have it at my moms, we were all ready for it. But at the last minute my Mamaw called us wanting us to come to her house. We did, we all jumped in our cars and headed out, some of us turned around, some of us drove that extra mile. Just to fill you in a bit, my Aunt Margaret has not been doing so well, fighting off breast cancer and all that comes with it. She has been a trooper though, I must admit! So we all went to my Mamaws to be with her, to spend time as a family together. No one could have known, but Aunt Margaret went to bed Sunday night, after a full day of being outside, watching the kids hunt for easter eggs and watching her siblings be crazy like always, after having such a wonderful meal, and probably the best cookie ever, and didnt wake up. It was hard on all of us. Scott has only known her since Thanksgiving, but he loved her, as she was family. She had an amazing life, the bestest family and friends, and the most support through out her life. She will be missed but will hold a special place in everyones hearts who knew her, who had the pleasure of meeting her! She was layed to rest Thursday afternoon right next to her dad, who is there to greet her. She was an amazing woman!

So following the funeral we go to my Mamaws, where someone cooked something that I fell in love with! YUM! anywho, we werent there long before Scott got a call his Grandpa passed. REALLY?! I had only met him once, over Christmas. So we went home, packed and headed to Lake Charles first thing friday morning. 2 funerals in one week is more than I can handle, especially with the hormones that come with pregnancy! Phew. Hopefully we find out what we are having soon. We are wishing for a girl. A little sister for Damien. Her name will be Ava Marie Perry, and if Damien should get a little brother, William Taylor Perry. You see, Scotts first name is William, and his dads first name is William, but they both have different middle names, so
I guess we should continue the tradition! :) thats all I have for now, hopefully soon I will be able to get to a computer to finish filling everyone in!
Please keep in your prayers the Schultz family, and the Fontenot family!

My Birthday! :)

Yesterday was my birthday. It was great. I got Scott to get me some McDonalds, and when he went to get my food, he also got me a surprise! :) Some flowers, that he had the florist put together for him. They were really pretty! He got me the flowers to make up for the flowers he got me last year. As he handed me the flowers that were placed in a gift bag, the bag broke, and the vase fell out and broke, but the flowers remained in the vase! It sucked, but he got all upset and bummed and was apologizing and I thought that was cute! So I got to be lazy all day and it was nice. And then we went to my moms. She made me sloppy joes (just like every year) and we had an I ♥ chocolate chocolate pie. It was amazing! :) All in all, besides the end, it was a good day! Now I get to wait till Saturday night to have my birthday dinner with friends. We are going to PF Changs and I cant wait! YUM! Its probably one of the best places on earth! haha
And next week....WOOO, we get to move. Our move in date is April 3rd, and boy I cant wait! Our own home!!! Its a rent house, but its OURS!!!!! Im really really really excited!